4. HER THOUGHTS...
PHASE 4:
After the little talk they had...
He goes to sleep. Here she's all restless, couldn't sleep all night. He suddenly got up in the middle of the night, noticing that she was still awake.
He figured out her restlessness made her stay up.
"Hey, you didn't sleep yet?", he questioned.
"No, I'm not sleepy. I'll sleep in a bit.", she replied.
"Listen, I'm sorry for getting mad at you. Actually...", he carried on.
"I'm really sorry. I wanted to come home early, but got caught up. I'll make sure I'll never do this again", she interrupted.
"I'm saying something!", his toned raised.
Hearing that she freaked out and did not say a word after that. Carefully listening to him, as he continued, "Ahmmm...I actually wanted to tell you something about what's going on with me lately".
He nervously continued, "I know you really like me and so do I. I really do. And yes, something is stopping me from moving ahead and that is my ex. Today i saw her with her present boyfriend and it killed me to remember that this was the same guy because of why she cheated on me. Because of her I developed trust issues and i just don't believe in love. All the time you say I love you, so much that i wanna reply back, I can't. It scares me to lose someone again, scares me to trust someone again. I'm really sorry, so much that I want you, I can't put you into this with me", saying that he went back to bed.
A tear dropped from her eye. Not knowing what to say, how to react, how to feel. Her heart got all heavy. She just didn't know what wold she do without him now.
She just goes back to bed all in tears, trying to sleep after what conversation happened. Suddenly she hears him come to her. In less than a minute he's next to her.
"I'm sorry...I can't do this. I really love you," saying this he simply pulls her close to him and without thinking or further saying anything, he kisses her.
After the little talk they had...
He goes to sleep. Here she's all restless, couldn't sleep all night. He suddenly got up in the middle of the night, noticing that she was still awake.
He figured out her restlessness made her stay up.
"Hey, you didn't sleep yet?", he questioned.
"No, I'm not sleepy. I'll sleep in a bit.", she replied.
"Listen, I'm sorry for getting mad at you. Actually...", he carried on.
"I'm really sorry. I wanted to come home early, but got caught up. I'll make sure I'll never do this again", she interrupted.
"I'm saying something!", his toned raised.
Hearing that she freaked out and did not say a word after that. Carefully listening to him, as he continued, "Ahmmm...I actually wanted to tell you something about what's going on with me lately".
He nervously continued, "I know you really like me and so do I. I really do. And yes, something is stopping me from moving ahead and that is my ex. Today i saw her with her present boyfriend and it killed me to remember that this was the same guy because of why she cheated on me. Because of her I developed trust issues and i just don't believe in love. All the time you say I love you, so much that i wanna reply back, I can't. It scares me to lose someone again, scares me to trust someone again. I'm really sorry, so much that I want you, I can't put you into this with me", saying that he went back to bed.
A tear dropped from her eye. Not knowing what to say, how to react, how to feel. Her heart got all heavy. She just didn't know what wold she do without him now.
She just goes back to bed all in tears, trying to sleep after what conversation happened. Suddenly she hears him come to her. In less than a minute he's next to her.
"I'm sorry...I can't do this. I really love you," saying this he simply pulls her close to him and without thinking or further saying anything, he kisses her.
😭😭
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